I’m actually going to stop going online at midnight every night. I feel like I’m still using the computer as an excuse to not do anything. Checking my stats on my blog page and checking my e-mail has become a substitute for social networking. I’m getting pretty resentful of my computer for no good reason. Is it something wrong with me? Am I just whining?
Maybe it’s a sign of maturity that I just need to walk away from anything that’s so unnecessary and so compulsive. I also think that it’s just a sign that I’m waiting for excitement to fall into my lap.
I’m getting into surly, introspective moods these days. I need to force myself out of habit and the familiar. Not so easy, though.