The 30 before 30 is a good start, but I think I really need to reassess my whole life and goals, and try to figure out what it is that makes me happy. Every so often, I get these signals that I really need to make a bigger jump outside of my self-made safety zone. I tend to think in baby steps and small, incremental goals that are somehow supposed to bring me closer to the life I want to be living, but more and more I feel like all the baby steps I’ve taken haven’t even come close to one regular adult stride. I realize that isn’t exactly true, but it’s the way I feel from time to time.
In the days and weeks to come, I’m going to have to make some difficult decisions and ask some hard questions about myself.