Five minute free write
Wanted to make sure I got this done before bed….
It’s l;ate at mogjt amnd I’m still getting used to my own keyboard again. I want to sit and think for a little while but my body is alrewady tired, ready for the bed that lays right next to my desk. I will sleep for a bit, wake up because of some noise, sleep some more, and curse myself for not waking up earlier. I think it is time to just get organized and put my crap in the neat boxes that I see outaside my bedroom door. But it’s dar. My mind is a fog and I think it is only fitting that I just try to empty my head from having these thoughts. The world will be more alive tomorrow. I will cough and my nose will run and I will get annoyed at it until magically things just start fading away. I feel a sense of unrest already and I am growing more aware this year has very few hours remaining in it. Where do I go from here? Trying to fill the empty spaces and the silences with noise, just to keep myself from drying out. I want to make sure I don’t run out of things to say or ideas to expand upon. I feel like my calling in life is to create, but I just need to get confidence in what I’m doing to fully embrace that calling. I don’tknow if it’s desire or a god or something supernatural but I feel like it is fulll